Heh... sure why not? gots the xanga still too...

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 06:03:03 GMT

my car got towed... fuuuck...
oh well... rachies mom handeled it well...
just hope the guys dont hate me for it.

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 05:53:06 GMT

i'm no longer living with my parents... it's been like 2 weeks
just letting ya'll know. ik now most of you actaully know?
meh it's kinda cool at my brothers
im going to have to get a job. im applying at beldins.
im kinda brokesors right now.

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 06:17:11 GMT

this isnt fair... and you know it... i tried
so fucking hard for so long... and it was just
pushed away... it didnt even matter... a habit
you said... there was nothing to fix it...
yet now after that long saying im sorry seems
to fix everything... i've wasted so much time
and a great deal of effort into wanting to be
your friend. tell me what part of any of this
is fair? just seeing you tonight reminded me
of my futal efforts and how much i actually
care for you... which is a great deal more then
you'll ever know... but it's all unnoticed...
it's seriously treaded upon...

and the one time we were going to hang out what
has happened? shopping... a change in plans left
and right... there isnt anything that is ever
set in schedule between you and i... how is
that fair? life isnt fair... but i think you could
try to be... especially if you claim to want
to try to fix things... but like we did before
it's no real point in trying SOPHIE...

suuuumer tiiiiiiiiiiiiime and the livin's eaaaaaaaaaasy...

Fri, 26 May 2006 04:52:33 GMT

and their off!
yes ladies and gents, it's that super
awesome time of the year again
it's summer time in houston!
exciting!
umm actaully not so much... dunno how much
i am actaully lookin forward to next year...
gunsta be a senior and all... blah!
this summer should treat me well though...
i get to work a fuck load... this weekend is
already super booked so i mean i hope i'll be
raking in the mad money... and i also hope
that i have a time and reason to get to use it!
first pay check was only 300 but i mean that's not
so bad considering this job takes out like
medicare and ss where as bananza was under the table?
and the hours are easier... its a over all more
pleasant job. people are welcome to come by work!
i can usually get yall in free but i think it's
safer to bring 3 bucks juuuuust incase...
and if you didnt get it by now... im telling you
people to come visit me at work! i may not be the
most social during this time... but i dont expect
you to sit there for like a bajillion hours!
that and you could swim and lay out in the nice
weather we've been having!
it's been amazing outside! i'm going to be so sad
to see it go... it should be like that all year around
fuck summer fuck winter... always springy! it'd be
amazing!

friday: wake up, maybe swim team...
get home around 11 or 12... call aruthur
to see if i can't get some help with my car.
get home from that around 2 or 3
then go to work from 3:30 until 10

saturday: wake up... chores...
3:30-10 tworrrrrrk...

sunday: 3:30-9

monday: 11-4

tuesday swim meet...

then thursday june 1st: 4-9

plus after this weekend swim team every morning...

i will be getting maaaaaaaaaaad cash...

sorry for all this, i'm just sort of edging out my
next couple of weeks... somewhere in there i'd like
to make some high dollar purchases... new phone...
maybe a ipod? possible lap top purchase... who knows!
phone for sure though...

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:11:26 GMT

okay chilling is all good and well friday... i'll probably just go out... but hey guys... lets do this shindig on saturday please??? if you want to come just let me know. i'll let ya'll know by further word. and maybe desmond... ima try to get him to spread it like butta too

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 21:07:06 GMT

sooo this friday guys... pay attention...
its goint to start aroudn 1030 or 11...
select few can come early... i'll let you know..
but that's like dman... and tom and some others...
anywho!
car + joe = funny looks from the people i pass :-D

new car! and yet im still pissed... something needs to change...

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:50:26 GMT

its kinda weird... i got a new
car... and last night was amazing...
but yet... somehow... one person
can seemingly ALWAYS manage to
piss me off... actually 2...
both start with a m... staying away
from that letter for the rest of my life...
bah anywho new car...
it's bitchin cuz i can start it
from my key chain...
v6 1999 honda accord ex...which
is the nice one...4 door... minor
scratches in a few places... it
used to be my brothers and all that...
he wrecked it but not totalled or
anything...just kinda jacked up the
bumpers a little, but i am going to
get that fixed. the a/c needs some
o-rings replaced, but it still works
decently well. i'm going to have to spend
about 1 grand to have it perfect again,
but its something worth while cuz my
brother could have sold it for 5000 but
instead he sold it to his favorite sibling
for 2000, with the conditions that i take care
of all of the repairs... which aint no thang
because im sorta loaded right now...

and yes... i paid for everything my self... because i am a pimp.

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 23:59:31 GMT

march 10 11 and 12 mom is outa town... just informing ya'll

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 04:52:14 GMT

You Should Get An All Over Tattoo

Outrageous and funky
Because you should never have to choose just one tattoo

What Tattoo Should You Get?

which is kinda funny cuz it blatenltly asks which one you'd like the most? the other questions are pointless and retarded, because i would get a tattoo for my self and my self alone... no other reason but to have it because i wanted something to have for my self alone in this world... i would infact like a mural on my back and sholders, though not my arms... maybe one on my leg or something or chest... but not my arms... i want it to be hidden. once again i want it to be for me.

things about this month suck... im really not looking forward to the 14th.
that day just kinda scares me. ummm i want this weekend to come so i can
get blitz and just go chill somewhere cold and comfurting like a mellow park or even someones pattio... i also want to go look at a few cars.

1987 mercedes 300g
1996 honda civic es? ex... something shit
and a 1991 acura legend...

i really just want the mercedes lol

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 00:57:22 GMT

party, april 8th

thanks hank

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 13:31:04 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

take a vote??? sure why not

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 01:45:24 GMT

http://autotrader.com/fyc/vdp.jsp?car_id=194568880&dealer_id=57337303&car_year=1991&search_type=both&make=ACURA&model=&distance=50&address=77035&advanced=&certified=&max_price=4000&bkms=1137108341256&min_price=1&end_year=2000&start_year=1991&car_year=1993&isp=y&lang=en&cardist=10

orrr

http://autotrader.com/fyc/vdp.jsp?car_id=194079322&dealer_id=57308744&car_year=1993&model=&bkms=1137108341256&lang=en&isp=y&start_year=1991&certified=&search_type=both&distance=50&make=ACURA&min_price=1&address=77035&advanced=&end_year=2000&max_price=4000&cardist=47#vdptop

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 03:35:46 GMT

i have decided to pick up some rather strong beliefs...
i have also decided to teach my self more philosophy.
thus leading to the beliefs i like: existentialism.
people at carnegie dont like it but i dont think they
fully understood it. i don't fully understand it. but
quite honestly, it makes one have higher self esteem,
it makes more sense. its ideals of the after life are
perfectly logical. i basically had a epiphony tonight
about how i actually feel about certain people and friends.
i guess you could say this is REALLY pointless...
i feel i have also been slipping away from a trubblesome
crowd of friends into a more mellowed out, easier group.
actually its the group i started with and was happy to
get away from but now see i was foolish...

changed my styles to... bowl to j... hoody to coats...
short hair is nice again... i dunno little things, same
music though, that will never change. i have been stopping
myself for the most part about being a "drama queen"
well more or less stepping back for a few to see
what is really going on... like looking at the situation
to a more "full" extent.

there are some people i'd like to chill with sometime soon
some people i havent seen in a long while... hannah allen
dingus among the few of them... maybe some people who are
a little strange to me like cocoa and what not. that'd be chill
scotts kinda mia recently but i guess thats cuz i havent been
to work in a little while... i need to fix that cuz i need
to pay my phone bill, get gas money, and fix my mother fucking
phone. as far as work goes though, i have decided im not
going to actually play paint ball while i work there
because thats a stupid waste of money that i dont have
at this particular point in time.

new phone... thats a good idea actually... something
relatively nice. like that verison v thingy... okay
so thats super bitchen... something a step down, but with
better internet capabilities... im paying 5 bucks for
shitty basic ass html... and its barely that!!!

i need to fix this shit for my guitar too... i just put elixir
strings on my accoustic... man its so nice to play now.
i seriously used to cut my fingures when i play, but now
slippery goodness. and for the electric... i need a strap,
will, candy's boyfriend, said he'd give me his Weezer
strap and a chord so i can play with my cry baby...
but that's taking him a awefully long time.

i need another break... next weekend sounds promising
i'll have a car and it will be nice and i will be able
to do as i want to do... well at least for next weekend.
its 3 days and umm i think im going to spend it sober
or just on a bunch of those starbucks double shots...
those things keep me up for fucking ever man...

uhh i got more but its going to take for fucking ever to type
so im outa this bitch yo... hmm wait more on ghettobury tomorrow i think
that should add for some sort of interesting post...

i liked this one better!

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 06:02:12 GMT

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) Is israeli6289 a nerd? duhh yes
2) How long would porksnotkosher dating pixystix366 last? nevver?
3) What would you do if you found out midnitedrivein has a crush on you? taaaaap that
4) Does sexandbrownies travel a lot? umm do you??
5) Would you wrestle duckofrubber in jello? sure why not jello is squishy
6) Is ninjadrake related to you? only cuz my dads a slut? oooohhhhh lol
7) Which of your friends should sparksacus go out with? umm yes?
8) What is ninjadrake's favorite food? fried dog from the beaner place... soo borritos
9) If sexandbrownies and heeeresemily were spliced together, what would be its name? sexandemily
10) Is yotengo an emo? yeah she cuts her self every night
11) Did tellmeimcute24 break up with you? never dated her
12) Does melancholyrain drink? of course?
13) Is sparksacus a high school student? yes
14) Would you make out with siemprezen? umm nah shes just a cool kid
15) Could you see thisisntdean and hanahbnana together? no...
16) What animal should powerhauswins be combined with? a umm... a ummm.... prosituteasaurous?
17) Is porksnotkosher popular? yes
18) powerhauswins's hair color? blaaagay
19) Would itsk2 be a better ninja or pirate? pirate *;-)*
20) How long have you known tellmeimcute24? forever
21) Where was sexandbrownies born? houston?
22) Has morush62 been to your house/dorm? i think... but im going to say no anywho
23) Does thisisntdean have a dog? sure 2?
24) If yotengo took over the world, who would suffer? umm... the people she doesnt like?
25) Thoughts on die_by_fly_guy? sex-it-up
26) Are ninjadrake and hanahbnana going out? nope
27) Are idbox16 and avacado_crab married? nope
28) Has melancholyrain dyed their hair? sure? i dont think so... ben answer?
29) Do you have porksnotkosher's screenname? no?
30) What is sexandbrownies's favorite movie? labrinth? <--- not spelled right
31) What is shinny_pretty allergic to? well madi what are you allergic to?
32) Which president would shinny_pretty be likely to idolize? me! no... umm jfk?
33) What would siemprezen do differently in your shoes? i dunno... a girl?
34) What animal does katywrites remind you of? panda? fish? i dont know!
35) Is morush62 related to israeli6289? you know... i think thats the same person
36) What mental disorder does avacado_crab remind you of? ummm haha bipolar!
37) Does sexandbrownies know thisisntdean? abby do you know dean the jew?
38) If hanahbnana and pixystix366 were spliced together, what would it be like? well they'd have massive tits.... and be short... so the same people with uhh lightish darkish hair
39) Does thagreibus smoke? yes
40) If yotengo was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? ruby! i dont know...
41) Is israeli6289 single? are you mor?
42) One quality you find attractive in katywrites? shes a cool kid
43) What flavor of jello would biznitch311 be? lime?
44) What is astrooothepimp's biggest flaw? me not knowing his/her name
45) Have you flirted with heeeresemily? many a time!
46) What comic book character would powerhauswins be? umm the opposite of the fat nerd guy from teen titans
47) One thing you can't stand about katywrites? i dont know thats mean!
48) How many monkeys could melancholyrain fight at once and win against? oh man ben could take on like 11203948320948123049812340912384109 times 9
49) What languages does thisisntdean speak? jew talk
50) Is powerhauswins athletic? hahaha
51) What rank would avacado_crab have in a giant robot army? dude... she would own the army shes fuckin looooooaded
52) How would sparksacus kill powerhauswins? nooo claire's way too nice
53) Are idbox16 and morush62 going steady? oh yeah every night, allens a hoss
54) Where did you first meet die_by_fly_guy? at lanier i think? or a concert... behind stage... ;-)
55) Where was astrooothepimp born? two days ago?

damn you hannah schawe!

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:35:26 GMT

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1) Are idbox16 and israeli6289 married? nope
2) Which president would biznitch311 be likely to idolize? all of 311?
3) What song/movie would you recommend to avacado_crab? mercy mercy mercy!!!
4) Are die_by_fly_guy and pixystix366 going out? noooot that i know of???
5) How would astrooothepimp conquer the world? no... maybe... naah
6) Did pixystix366 break up with you? funny you should mention that
7) Could you see vanvonavofdedi and hanahbnana together? nooope sorry guys
8) Would you ever date tellmeimcute24? nope
9) Do utlagi and biznitch311 go to the same school? no
10) Is melancholyrain in a relationship? im really not sure... ben are you?
11) Do you have a crush on thagreibus? nope
12) Is morush62 popular? of course.... not sure now shes in... not here! lol
13) Is morush62 athletic? ima say... no...
14) Is whowasiwith introverted or extroverted? little bit of both... less of introverted for sure but not saying there isnt some there?
15) Has peachdeodorant dyed their hair? i... dont... know...
16) Would you wrestle midnitedrivein in jello? hellz yes
17) What is thisisntdean's favorite food? jew
18) What is tellmeimcute24's shoe size? small?
19) What is hanahbnana's favorite color? me! (sorry hannah... im going to say green?)
20) Would astrooothepimp and peachdeodorant make a good couple? sure why the hell not? (i dont know who those people are??)
21) What do you disagree with itsk2 about? everything... shes my debate buddy!
22) Does avacado_crab go to your school? nope
23) Does itsk2 travel a lot? yes?
24) Is heeeresemily single? no shes dating me forever!
25) If hanahbnana and biznitch311 were siamese twins, where would they be joined? boobs...

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 00:48:57 GMT

all i have to say is fuck you you stupid bitch who doesnt think things hit the fan...

i am being kicked out of my house tomarrow... can i have a place to stay anyone... i dont have much cash but i can clean! or cook...

last one

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 05:04:49 GMT

thats right guys! im doing it
im cutting yall off of this dramatic show
we call joe's life... the ratings are down
and im tired of this shit! sooo this is my
last post cuz no one gives a rats ass
about live journals! woot! now i only have
this to leave my stupid fucking comments
on your pages!
...
maybe i'll get one of those things my sister
has to keep intouch with her friends... it's
sorta like a myspace but with more pictureyness
and maybe then i can uhh talk to my vermont friends
and my ny friends? eh w/e...

well time to "make like a tree and get the fuck out"

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 22:45:40 GMT

ummm yes... rather interesting weekend...
talked to sophie today! sorry i had a lot
to think about in the wilderness... man
i was going to make it sound like some millarki
or bs or something liek oh those indian resservations
really help you realize man, it was like one big
trip maaaaan... some deep spiritual shiat!
haha no no it was just i had
someone to talk to in the similar situation
that was cool. spent a lot of time drunk and
talking about philosophy and what not
with phil tarrisa and will and candy and jimi...
i think i have forgotten how to type also...

bah anywho

friday:
got out of school around 12 to pack
up and head out to Alabama-Chaschatta and get
my camp on. saw some familiar faces at this
new place. found out sophie could have come
had she been here like... if she wasnt at st.
stephens... found out that my friend ashley
rosenthol is the person formentioned in the
similar situation as me. eh its cool though...
drank about 3/4's bottle of vodka with jimi.

saturday:
(basically told work to go fuck them-
selves because they scheduled me for everyday
that i was supposed to be gone on this trip)
woke up with out a hang over, ate some
killer good food... swam and chilled all day
played some guitar. was deffinetly still sick
and chilled all day like i said. uhhh then got
drunk on the last 1/4 of vodka... broke the hamack?<---- sp!
umm and i dunno much from the night just
sitting around talking and avoiding tylar ridder
and umm thats bout it... the group played music

monday:
adam little and some chick desided that
sense we werent up they were going to wreck our
tent.. man that blew asshole! then my mom was being
a rather constant bitch and ray wasnt helping and
i was deffinetly hungover and all that good stuff
and yet somehow i wasnt all that mad just anxious to
get home and i really wanted to hear sophie's voice
and well i did after a nice nap. i cant wait until
october. i dont care where me and her are at... i
would still like to see her

SURVEY!!!

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 04:53:20 GMT

IS SOPHIE SILVER A PORN STARS NAME????

PLEASE ANSWER THIS QUESTION, DO NOT ACTUALLY THINK OF SOPHIE SILVER, JUST HER NAME!

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 21:16:56 GMT

well last night fucking sucked?
umm yeah but its all better now
no worries... uhh im really REALLY
tired and all that good shit like i feel like
i am going to pass out or something. i hope
next saturday doesnt fall through... i might cry.

well details ask me?

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 07:59:48 GMT

depressing... but i'll get over it...
i know i always say it and it seems to
be in all of my lj entries... but yet i
mean it everytime when i say that i hope
sophie will be happy where ever she
ends up. i know in the begining its goin
to suck with not knowing anyone and
being stressed you were forced out of your
home... but it will change... and im always here
so no worries anywhere on that one okay?

today-
work... then home and then liz picked me up
to go shoot some pool with like filipe
laura chris and the silver surfer. that was
okay and we got some subway and i found out
that ms silver is going to st. stephens...
FUCK YOU YOU DUMB ASS PRICKS AT BOARDING SCHOOL!!!
but please refer to the begining of this entry...
anywho! we ate and i couldnt really talk...
like i didnt know what to say at all so i sat
there quietly and ate and then we (me and liz)
went to the tea house to meet up with diana
who was with shawn cohen and danielle blut.
then we went to pick up sophie again and went to
the park by my house... found jimi and dman and horace
horace and jimi left and karl came... some
point in there sophie decided i could hold her
hand (thats a big deal cuz she hates pda) and also
some point in there she hurt her ankle pretty
badly? (damn those tree's and the darknes!)
umm and then diana me dman sophie karl ben and liz
all went up for a little dip... man that water is
sooooo awesome... uhh some stripping involved but
we managed to keep it pg. i made it home right on time
and then talked to sophie until bout 245... now i did this
and i am retiring to my quarters...

"would you think it forward of me if i said i loved you"

and im in love with her and i feel fine!

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 03:46:27 GMT

haha jacked this deally from the silver surfer

1. Where did we meet?:
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
3. How long have you known me?:
4. When is the last time we saw each other?:
5. Do I smoke?:
6. Do I believe in God?:
7. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
8. My age?:
9. Birthday?:
10. Color hair?:
11. Color eyes?:
12. Do I have any siblings?:
13. Have you ever been in love/liked me?:
14. What's one of my favorite things to do outdoors?:
15. What's one of my fav. things to do indoors?:
16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
17. What's my favorite type of music?:
18. What is the best feature about me?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing??:
20. Would you say I am funny ha ha or funny sarcastic?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
22. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend?:
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam,
nerdy, snobby, or something else? :
24. Have you ever seen me cry?:
25. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?:
26. Are my parents still together?:
27. Do I drink?:
28. What is my worst fear?:
29. Are you going to post this and see what I say about you?:

try it! :-p lol
umm she jacked it from dean
im so glad i got to see sophie the past 2 days...
and i got to stay up and rant with liz, that was nice
and might i add very much so needed
there was one hell of a miss understanding... i have
come to determine that me and liz rock! lol
hopefully i get to do one more big thing before school on monday
im really looking forward to that so i can get
a real summer reading list eh?

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 12:37:08 GMT

so starting my horrible day...
i woke up late, got bitched out by my mom (time1)
about how i should have been up 2 hours earlier
to vacuum the car my sister is selling?
and then i was like im sorry but they said not
to worry about it because now one is coming
to look at it. and then my mom came home late
and bitched at us for "not being ready" (time2)
and how i needed to be helping them pack...
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU HELP SOMEONE PACK TO
LEAVE THE MOTHER FUCKING COUNTRY?????
yes well on the ride to the air port they were
talking (here comes #3) and my mom was like
yeah joe we wanted to send you so they could
have 2 more bags, i was like well i wouldnyt
have gone cuz well they got gayland to (shauna's
dad) and she went off on how she wishes she had
my oppertunities at my age blah blah and how she
had a kid and how shauna would do anything for me
if i needed that help and how it would have been free
and i was dumb enough to comment on a) the only reason
she doesnt have the same oppertunities is that she
was pregnant by the age 16, with the baby at age 17.
and b) how the fuck can they afford to fly me to
caracus with all the shit and why the hell isnt she
going???
so now i spent the time in the car on the ride home
with her yelling at me as to how i should thank
her for going by the dmv? but i said
well its your fault we had to go in the first place...
if you want to know what the fuck happened and why
call me or talk to me in person... cuz its fucked up...
and she shut up... then i had to go to work...
and umm like i duno.. that blew... other then the
whole new fucking cooling system! the water is beautiful
for the mere price of silence (meaning its noisy now)
and i got to lock up... then ride homw with my annoying
neighbor who wanted to look at some of the sticks & mallots
i have for drums or w/e... they're used and she got
upset... even though i told her that they were probably
used? and on the ride home i fell off of my bike directly
on to my knees? which was painful as hell cuz now they
are just raw, but earlier they were bleeding...
and then it clicked... MY SISTER IS GONE... GONE FOR
3-5 OR LONGER... SHES NOT IN THIS COUNTRY... SHE
ISNT TANGIBLE... yeah it sucks... sophie sort of inturrupted
this... its okay love, i forgive you ;)

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 00:47:57 GMT

and it went a little something like this...

fuck off... i try and shit... thats nice...
i dont want you to be miserable... the whole
time im told to stop and you get a appology
and i get a misspelled thanks or something
like that... it helps?
nnoooo i have the worst fucking headache
EVER... im going to go sit in the corner and
cry...

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 06:27:18 GMT

i got to see my love! mmm around just after
brunch and what not... shit seems to be hitting
the fan with people recently. anywho today
we watched 1941 and we chilled for a while and
then we went to the pool and i'm a 8 year old
and you know you love it! and umm we ordered
the most damn expensive pizza ever with sophie
and umm... i like swimming with her
and hanging out with her.
i am going to westbury on monday and then agian
on friday. and driver stuff for insurance.
friday is orientation for new students :-\
eh at least i will know a few people there.
umm.
otto taught me some cool card stuff and me
and jimi are tight or something... we are going
to scam a few people... WATCH OUT FUCKERS! YOU'RE NEXT!